Now in this equation who is the biggest asshole:
The Wife?
The Jumpoff?
The Other Jumpoff
It's a coin's toss on that one. Read the following excerpt from Faith's autobiography Keep The Faith. You will see my two cents in red.
I don’t know what got into my head. But I decided that I needed to know once and for all what Big was really trying to do. On that night before Christmas, I drove to Big’s house on a mission to find out where I really stood. (I know she had something better to do on Christmas Eve like spend time with her kids)
The security guard at the gate just waved me in when I pulled up. It was Christmas Eve and she’d seen me come into the complex with the kids, so I guess she didn’t think anything of it. I parked in the rear of Big’s town house and walked up to the garage. It was locked. I hadn’t been over to Big’s house a whole lot but I did know that you jiggle the garage door a certain way and unlock it.
I got into the garage, where there was an elevator that would take me to both floors of Big’s duplex. There I was, rocking a black skully cap and a heavy goose-down jacket, tiptoeing into the elevator and pressing the button to go up to the second floor, where his bedroom was located. I got to Big’s bedroom door, turned the knob, and went inside. As soon as I saw a small lump next to Big’s large frame, (No disrespect to the dead but I'm really trying to figure out how they had sex. At that time Kim was actually still petite. I loved Biggie the rapper just like the next 10th grader but fuckin him is a whole other animal.*no pun intended*) I flew into a rage, ran over to the side of the bed, and pulled back the covers. I grabbed some chick our of the bed and started beating her ass. At some point, the chick’s wig came off in my hand; It was a short, cropped wig. I stopped throwing punches for a minute to get a good look at the chick I was beating up. It was Lil Kim. She was completely butt-naked, yelling as I pushed her around the room.
“So you not fucking her, right?” I screamed at Big. “Yeah, you not messing with her anymore,right?”
When they heard all the commotion, Cease, D-Roc, and Gutter came running into the room. ‘Oh shit!” they yelled in unison. “It’s Faye! How the hell she get in here?”
Big sat up in bed and pointed at Kim, who was standing in a corner of the room, trying to cover her naked body with her hands while I was still yelling at Big. “Yo, get her outta here,’ Big said. They led Kim out of the room and she screamed and cursed the whole way. (Come on Kim, do you have an ounce of pride. I don't know if I could face Cease, D-Roc and Gutter after being led out of a room naked by them.)
It was absolutely crazy in that house. Kim was naked and being led somewhere to get dressed. I was still screaming on Big. Damion, Cease, and Gutter were laughing in amazement that I would be so bold. And Big looked like he was just too through with all of us. He sat up in bed shaking his head. Kim left the house and I stayed, talking to Big about why he couldn’t be honest with me about her.
‘I thought it was all about Tiffany?” (Insert the next jumpoff here) I asked. You still messing with Kim, too?” Big had nothing to say. I have to say I actually felt some pity for Kim. Big had a wife, and she settled for messing with him. Then he started dating Tiffany and Big had a wife and a mistress. And Kim still settled for being other other woman. It seemed pretty sad to settle for that. (Don't get me wrong people Kim is an asshole and Faith is right about that but who are you to call anyone out for being a mistress? I don't know what their plans were when Biggie was murdered but legally they were still married and Faith was having his baby. Faith you were pretty sad too)
When I left a few hours later to get the kids, I noticed that Kim had taken my key to my Land Cruiser and scratched up my entire car, from the hood to the back bumper. (She would have got another beatdown for that)
Even though we ended up having sex that day, at that point I decided I was 100 percent through. I was not going to be a ride or die chick, always going to lengths to show Big how I felt. I was the mother of his child and his wife. But I was going to have to let go.
When I saw that last name I wanted to scream. I couldn't believe that after all of that she still slept with him anyway. Even if that did happen I would have conveniently left that part of the book. It's not like Big is going to come from the dead and say, "After all of that she fucked me anyway." Who would have known?
But then Dick will make you slap somebody I can sympathize slightly. But there is no man that will make me lose that much self respect for myself.
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